In first term of first year at the University of Aberdeen, I took a course in Anthropology. It was my worst subject and I couldn't wait until the next term to change it to ANYTHING else. Looking back though it was very interesting. My essay topic was probably the most interesting of that year. I did pretty good in it too! I don't think I can remember the whole question but it was on the liminal phase - that period of transition where you are not yet on
that side but are not on
this side any more. A very strange concept. But very interesting!
Well, friends who have not yet read this, that is the stage I am at now and it does indeed feel very strange. I have six days left in Dingwall, at home, with the family. I've been up and down and back up again. Why am I doing this to myself? Why would I, voluntarily, ask to be sent to the other side of the world from my family and friends, for a whole year? Well, actually only eight months but we don't need to go into details here. But why, honestly, would I want to do that? And I can't work it out.
Is it to be away from friends and family? I don't think so. I may have wanted that in the past but now, I really wouldn't want to be away from them. I do want to settle sometime.
Am I bored of Aberdeen already, after only one year? This could be some of it maybe. I have a very short attention span and feel that I have been running since I was eight, or maybe since I was born.
Is it for the sake of adventure? Well, I guess that may be partly the reason also. I do love the excitement. :-)
Whatever the reason, I do feel that God has given me his blessing. Everything has gone so smoothly. The visa, the flights, my results, accomodation provided and all the other little bits and pieces. I do pray that this exciting adventure is the will of God and that I put this opportunity to good use.
All that is left to do now is pack! Ooh the joys! I hope God will give me the patience to handle that. And let the next six days not go toooo fast... Please!